Silent Surrender

You speak in silence.
Lips sealed. Mind revealed.
Tearing, staring,
Tear-rendering:
Silence.

But do you speak?
An ear cannot hear what
the eyes long to see...

Thee

The glory of the One in Three, 
The One in me... 
Yes, the One to whom 
We, We, We ... I 
Bow 
Down...

To You, 
No, not you -- 
impersonal deity beyond all reach, 
But the touch, a flame, 
Yes: Incarnate, enfleshed, 
Inflamed. 

Here now, 
Near how?
The wind, the rush... the stillness staring...
Hearts still sharing:
Here now... hovering
Be it done, be it done... 
Let it. 







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